perfect is boring; human is beautiful.

Friday, March 28, 2008

hello:)

there isnt much going on right now, like except that tessa overslept and didnt come to school today... lucky girl -.-

anyway it seems like i;m super busy these weeks, and i'm the week has finally ended (YES!).

this weeks been better, and yeah, i think i have short term memory. like i keep forgetting to do everything, like-

passing up 作业

adding my mortal on msn

getting donations for road run

getting my progress report

and dont think it's only 4, it's actually A LOT

and i hate my sister, well, not hate, but can't stand. she's super irritating and she's like all slack and thinks that she'll pass well.

i'm super pissed now

the beauty exposed;

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

"Oh,what I would do to have
the kind of faith it takes
To climb out of this boat I'm in
Onto the crashing waves
To step out of my comfort zone
Into the realm of the unknown
Where Jesus is,
And he's holding out his hand

But the waves are calling out my name
and they laugh at me
Reminding me of all the times
I've tried before and failed
The waves they keep on telling me
time and time again
"Boy, you'll never win,
you'll never win."

But the voice of truth tells me a different story
The voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"
And the voice of truth says "this is for my glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

Oh, what I would do to
Have the kind of strength it takes
To stand before a giant
With just a sling and a stone
Surrounded by the sound
Of a thousand warriors
Shaking in their armor
Wishing they'd have had the strength to stand

But the giant's calling out my name and he laughs at me
Reminding me of all the times I've tried before and failed
The giant keeps on telling me time and time again"
Boy you'll never win, you'll never win."

But the voice of truth tells me a different story
The voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"
And the voice of truth says "this is for my glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

But the stone was just the right size
To put the giant on the ground
And the waves they don't seem so high
From on top of them looking down
I will soar with the wings of eagles
When i stop and listen to the sound of Jesus
Singing over me

But the voice of truth tells me a different story
The voice of truth says "do not be afraid!"
And the voice of truth says "this is for my glory"
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will choose to listen and believe the voice of truth

I will listen and believe
'Cause Jesus you are the voice of truth
And I will listen to you.. oh you are"

the beauty exposed;

Friday, March 21, 2008

I have like lots of things to say but i can't seem to remember it when I want to write.
So anyway, here's what I can remember.

I went to IKEA to day and then to Giant too. We walked so much and my feet hurt now. We bought like so much stuff and at Giant, we had to carry like things to the carpark and my mum made me carry the toilet rolls, so i broke my record, I carried 60 toilet rolls in my both hands! Haha.

Anyway i saw this super nice blogskin today at http://www.blogskins.com/screenshot/106855.

On a more serious note,
today was good friday and then i went to church. And then i only found out what today was about. Like seriously, i thought today was the day Jesus ressurected. There's a lot I wanna say, but I just don't know how to put it.
It's like how I've been caught up in CCAs and other stuff and I haven't even touched my bible in 1 year. I've always thought of doing my quiet time and all that things, but I can't seem to find time to do it.

And then, there's my team.
Like there was SRC and then we're like tied in the last place. We were rather good in the past. Seriously, I don't wanna do this anymore. I'm tired of fighting; fighting for the team while no one else is, all this extra effort just doesn't seem worth it. I have to pretend to be happy and confident in a sure-lose game, while no one else is doing so. And my level is like 'heck, just anyhow do it, make sure you finish it', and my juniors are like slow and talk a lot. Clearly i do not claim to be perfect, but i just cant take this anymore.
I came in to this with the attitude to change it all, all I wanted was to make this team better than the last, only to realize that i'm alone in this, and I just wanna stop here.

but the voice of truth tells me a different story,
and the voice of truth says 'do not be afraid',
and the voice of truth says 'this is for my glory',

the beauty exposed;

Monday, March 17, 2008

I haven't been blogging for a super long time now, yeah. I;m actually in school and Mr Teo and Mrs lau aren't here. So that means like 4 periods of free time!!!

Anyway, we had SRC during the March holidays like on 8, 9, 14, 15 and 16 of March. We played Nan Hua on the 8th,
RGS on the 9th and, were supposed to play Fajar on the
14th, but they said that Padang was flooded. So we changed the date of the match to 16 March, at 1.15 pm, which is after the TKGS game at 8+.

Then after warming up it kinda rained again, this time it was super heavy... So we couldnt play... we were looking forward to it, like we lost all and then, yeah, you get the point.

Anyway, SRC was super fun and then yeah, hopefully we do it again next year! :)

the beauty exposed;