perfect is boring; human is beautiful.

Saturday, December 31, 2011

Sometimes I just feel like you're being so hostile. And you dont wanna let me know you more. And these are the times I can't see through you like I normally can.

And when its like this, sometimes I wish I could just end this, right now. Cause if you're not gonna help make this work, I'm sorry but I can't do this alone. I'm just afraid of how people will think, what they will say, and how they see the situation.

And sometimes I wonder if you're even the one I'm going to want to marry. I guess I need the kind of affection that isn't in your personality to give, and I give the affection that isn't in your personality to take; to tell me im beautiful, and you're in love with me since the day we first met. Maybe you don't really care about such things but when you doesn't reciprocate it, I wonder if you even like me at all.

the beauty exposed;

Sunday, December 18, 2011

A levels are coming in a year, and to be honest I feel the stress of it already.

Why?
It's just cause you're being so competitive and making me stressed out. And you know I don't do well at studies. Yet you still say things like you are stupid cause you do badly, well, I do worse. So am I supposed to feel I'm stupider?

Trying to set my priorities right, by that I mean without you in them, cause I know at the end of the day I'll be alone. Cause I so know you wont be there. Guaranteed.

Maybe it's better to stop it now, before it gets any worse.

the beauty exposed;