perfect is boring; human is beautiful.

Friday, March 21, 2008

I have like lots of things to say but i can't seem to remember it when I want to write.
So anyway, here's what I can remember.

I went to IKEA to day and then to Giant too. We walked so much and my feet hurt now. We bought like so much stuff and at Giant, we had to carry like things to the carpark and my mum made me carry the toilet rolls, so i broke my record, I carried 60 toilet rolls in my both hands! Haha.

Anyway i saw this super nice blogskin today at http://www.blogskins.com/screenshot/106855.

On a more serious note,
today was good friday and then i went to church. And then i only found out what today was about. Like seriously, i thought today was the day Jesus ressurected. There's a lot I wanna say, but I just don't know how to put it.
It's like how I've been caught up in CCAs and other stuff and I haven't even touched my bible in 1 year. I've always thought of doing my quiet time and all that things, but I can't seem to find time to do it.

And then, there's my team.
Like there was SRC and then we're like tied in the last place. We were rather good in the past. Seriously, I don't wanna do this anymore. I'm tired of fighting; fighting for the team while no one else is, all this extra effort just doesn't seem worth it. I have to pretend to be happy and confident in a sure-lose game, while no one else is doing so. And my level is like 'heck, just anyhow do it, make sure you finish it', and my juniors are like slow and talk a lot. Clearly i do not claim to be perfect, but i just cant take this anymore.
I came in to this with the attitude to change it all, all I wanted was to make this team better than the last, only to realize that i'm alone in this, and I just wanna stop here.

but the voice of truth tells me a different story,
and the voice of truth says 'do not be afraid',
and the voice of truth says 'this is for my glory',

the beauty exposed;